happy birthday sayang mama

today is the day: iman dani sudah setahun hari ini 28th July, 2011..yeay!! =) so tak nak cakap banyak mari kita lihat gamba-gamba si hensem daya sepanjang setahun ini..enjoy =)

bila nak tambah anak?

pagi-pagi bukak twitter ramai-ramai pakat wish congratz pada aishah. again congratz aishah darling =)

aku pun tumpang gembira dengan aishah. siapa yang tak excited kan bila pregnant, aku dulu siap mata bersinar-sinar bila test kit tunjuk positif. such a wonderful experience.

tiba-tiba rasa gedik nak reminisce back kenangan zaman preggie dulu. nak cerita current experience tak boleh, sebab perut tengah buncit dengan lemak jer..haha. so reminisce je lah ok. sebelum tu nak bagi amaran keras kepada yang berfikiran negatif, sebab apa yang aku cerita mungkin menimbulkan ketidakpuasan hati orang. do i care?erk!

masa dekat-dekat nak kahwin dulu aku tak pernah terfikir mahu kan anak. B pun macam tu, dia tak pernah beriya nak anak, dia lebih kepada let it happen naturally. kalau ada, ada.. no need to push harder. sampai la di awal perkahwinan kami, still tak decide mahu kan anak. mungkin masa tu kami enjoy berduaan. orang luar tanya bila mahu anak pun, kami just ignore.

masuk bulan ketiga, aku dapat khabar gembira kak ipar aku pregnant kan anak sulung. aku tumpang gembira, tapi still takde perasaan. tapi bila lama-lama, aku rasa hidup aku sangat empty. masa tu aku dengan B masih tak duduk sama. aku di KL, B di JB. aku rasa kan macam no point aku kahwin, kalau tak nak anak. aku start discuss dengan B, and suggest we should have one!

yes, start dari situ. kami cuba. 3 bulan lama nya.. aku masih tak berjaya pregnant. aku pernah dengar kata orang tua, " ha sebab tu la, jangan sesekali cakap tak nak anak.. biar ada satu dulu. nanti Allah tak bagi terus baru tahu.." aku mengaku yang aku agak stress bila still tak dapat anak. 5 bulan lama nya aku pengunjung setia laman web ovulation calculation. setiap masa kira bila tarikh ovulasi aku. aku paksa B, "let's do it.."..

masuk bulan oktober 2009 which is bulan kelima perkahwinan kami, bila masa ovulasi, kami tak bersama. jadi aku yakin memang takde lah rezeki aku kali ni. tapi aku sedar yang haid aku lewat. sehari sebelum haid, aku mimpi, aku ada anak. pagi tu aku cerita pada B, " tapi i rasa tak kan lekat lah, sebab bukan time ovulasi i pun.."

lewat 3 hari, hati meronta nak ke farmasi beli test kit. tanpa tunggu B, aku test.. "wah positif!" melompat weh. dan tarikh itu adalah 16 oktober 2009.

28/7/2010, tepat 6.55am budak ini dalam dakapan kami

itu lah kuasa tuhan, pada yang belum di kurnia kan anak, saya nasihatkan jangan terlalu stress dengan mengira hari ovulasi, Allah S.W.T itu maha berkuasa. dengan kun fa ya kun terjadilah sesuatu dengan kehendak nya..

saya doa kan yang terbaik for those in expecting =)

Iman Aleesya/Iman Adriana/Iman Haris/Iman Haikal

To tell the truth, we still unable to identified our precious will be a boy or a girl. too early i guess..so we still cant decide which name we goin to use. actually from the start we prefer to put the "Iman" in front of the baby's name. Iman looks so sweet, and all parents will always hope that the name that our son/daughter brings, will be a guidance when he/she go thru this life. But the thing is we cant decide to use which name for the second name. Adriana ke, Aleesya ke,Haris ke, Haikal.... truly confusing. we hardly tried to give our precious such a good name and carry good meaning. Hubs seems not really give a damn to all this thing..haha..might be he not fully excited yet, whenever i throw the ideas bout the names, he will smiles and agree with it, tapi x tau laa..if at this moment jer he will agreed with everything, at the end, he will throw up the ideas plak..mati!but i have new hobby, collecting baby romper..hehe..hubs just keep silent and pay for any romper that i pick up. not that expensive thou, i collecting such a unique romper due to the still unidentified gender..hehe.. recently, we when for Metrojaya Expo Sale, a lot of baby clothes yg sangat la cantik, esp for girl. for sure we cant buy the specific color rite??it will be kinda wasted for us. so i just bought one romper and baby booties/mitten. that baby booties is quite cheep, we found at jusco like RM10, but at the expo we managed to get at RM4. oK la tu, not dare to buy so many things yet.

me at 16 weeks pregnancy =)

pregnancy hormone

motif of this image??haha..might be from this picture u guys cannot see the pimples yg melanda my cheeks. but2 if you double click the image, you will see, and please be prepared to bombared your monitor.that is what i'm experiencing in my pregnancy.. sgt teruk ok.mmg melampau itu pimples, smpai mr.hubs pun mcm.."errrr..." =) tp bila enter 3rd months, it recovers slowly. now da semakin ok..alhamdulillah..but another thing that i'm experiencing, the old scar yg ada di tangan suda menjadi agak gelap..betul la my mom ckp, when you get pregnant, all your scar will be darken..i xtau mcm mana nk solve benda tu..

10 weeks pregnancy

have been sometime i didn't update my blog. i've been so busy lately.as usual my schedule is damn tight. that's not my point, last nite i went for baby's scan. damn it, i gain 2 kg..haha..no wonder i'm not longer fit with my wedding ring. but surprisingly, baby have grown so well. now i clearly can see my baby from the ultrasound. and shock thing happen, my baby melantun2..haha..he/she moves a bit by push his/her head. ahhh i feel so relieved..i dint expect he/she will be that big rite now.. dear allah swt, i will always pray for my baby..

grow healthy

see that thicker, now i'm in a final month of 1st trimester,which means i'm in 3rd month of pregnancy.overall, i'm experiencing headache mostly everyday.sumtimes no appetite to eat.mood swing, yes now i'm having that.omg...i dunno what happen, small mistake will like a big war for me.i just miss my family, nex week i'll go back to ampang.ALONE =( hubs wanna work, what to do, he wants to save some money for the baby and our house furniture.and now my belly is visibly looks like pregnant women.i didnt expect that early.i need to buy some pants, the old one can't fit already..poor me.my mum will shock to see my belly. works~~~hurmmm..starting busy day by day.a lot of things to do... meeting here,meeting there,appointment here,appointment there~~~whooo

Baby looks good =)

ahhh..happy to hear that our precious is doing well. i'm so worried bcos i'm having vaginal discharge for this 2 weeks, so i felt it might affected our precious. then when i met my doc, i told him everything. he said let see the precious and do the "ïn" thing. to be truth, its a bit painful, and more worst i need to halfly naked.omg, so embarassed. but i just acted normal. our precious da besa, that's the best part, i ask doc either can print the photo or not, he said cannot, bcos the machine is so basic. so i think when i go back to kl, i will scan our precious la..then i told him, i got heartburn whenever i consume orange juice. he said having orange juice during pregnancy is good, but when you feel heartburn, you need to stop. so last nite, hubs need to paid rm100++ for the bill, pity him..hehe.. i also didnt expect that much, but when i received the medication, ummm no wonder la. the doc give me GAVISCON,SEBAMED, etc.. got brand one..hehe.but i dont really like Gaviscon's taste..yuckss! I hope for next check up we can see the heart beat.. hope i will pass another 4 weeks of critical time.

Am I experiencing morning sickness??

omg, suddenly i felt want to vomit or am i just hungry?this morning i had milo cereal 3in1,a cup of anmum and 2 small pack of japanese rice biscuits. still not enuff for you ke baby??but still feel dizzy.hate it,luckily my boss not in today.so i can relieve a bit my sickness...whoaa!today for lunch, i will go for mamak again. actually for dinner, i crave for satay, but i dont know where they sell yummy satay here.just keep it for myself, tonite i'll cook daging masak kicap la. n later will find some pickles to overcome this nausea thing. just remembered that last day, my friend told me that we still have the possibility of experiencing morning sickness after 3 months preggy. betul ker?? omg, hope i'm not one of them.

conception

normally, it quiet easy for a human count the day of ovulation. you can just google it on the search engine. then the web pages will calculate for you, when is your ovulation date. but in order to monitor when is the conception will occur, is not that easy. simply said, itu semua kerja allah s.w.t.same goes to me, to be real, i tried so many time to have a baby. at first count the date of ovulation, when the time comes.. i ask my hubs to do it for 4 days in a row. but like i said, it is not an easy thing. after several time, it stll not our rezeki yet. we really2 frustrated, some more i went to see doc bcos i had vaginal discharge, and rashes on my private part. which is totally cannot tahan!! then i asked the doc, what is the potential for me to have a baby, the the doc said, quiet hard bcos your vaginal discharge so thick and a lot. i felt so dissapoint, until we gave up to try it anymore. and suddenly without i ever expect, i miss my period that suppose to be on 16th nov,but i dont want to put a hope bcos i didnt experience any pregnancy symptoms. so my hubs said just wait until a week. the thing is as a women, we cant wait, a week is equal to a year perhaps. then i bought a super expensive test kit, the result was positive. then i thought, "malam normally x accurate sgt". so at the same nite, i went to tesco and buy another one. i test early in a morning, which is still positive. then i told hubs, as usual "a husband" always keep their excitement for god sake. then we went to clinic to see o&g, to triple confirm that i'm pregnant. for real, yes i'm pregnant. and now alhamdulillah 7 weeks plus without any morning sickness. i hope both of us will meet our precious in next 6 months ++

7 weeks development

Fetal development in pregnancy week 7:

embryo in second month Your baby is really beginning to develop more physical definition this week – their oversized head isn’t just large and oblong anymore, it’s actually a little bit pointy. The tiny receding tail bud is now starting to be overshadowed by the growth of their legs, which are now complete with knees and the beginnings of toes. Their eyes and ears are the most visible features on their head and their miniature bones are starting to harden throughout their body. You also have some variation on a boy or a girl at this point, although their genitals won’t be visible enough to determine which color cigars you’re going to buy until around the 16th week.